VACAY 1.0 DUCHESSES

PERHENTIAN GAIS(PART 1)

Finally, after years months planning, we have come out with a successful plan of vacation. It was all started when we, the backbenchers in lecture hall scrolling the islands package. Then come another 'hingaq' group consist of Ain, Alyya, Nana, Asmira and Pija joining our so called discussion. On that night, we straight away booked the flight tickets to Kota Bharu Airport. It was much easier compared to Terengganu Aiport(eh ada ke tak hahah).

So here we are. Perhentian Island. I have been searching for this kind of island because of the clear crystal blue turqoise water. I was so deep in love with Perhentian. And my love grows even deeper after I arrived this island. It was so mesmerising and subhanallah. I just love the view, the sea and the most important thing, I have all my beloved friends entertaining each other started from KLIA2 airport untill Aur Bay Resort.

Here is our simple yet sweet, compact and meaningful tentatives trip.

Friday(6 May 2016)
2.00 pm- We took Grabcar which cost us RM 65 per car to go to KLiA2. Not that pricy.
5.30pm- Departed from KLIA2.
6.30. Arrived at KB airport. We already book a van to bring us to Jetty Chalet(forgot ady the name). We spent our first night here.
8.30pm- Arrived at Jetty Chalet located nearby jetty that we gonna take tomorrow morning. Have our dinner.
10.30pm-3.00a.m-Best moment for tonight. We spent the whole night laughing gossiping chit chatting kutuking and guess what, playing UNO! Friendship games muhahahahahahah.

friendship goal la sangat

spent our night here(murah je bayar rm 10 sebab kitorang 11 orang haha)

weehuuuu

               
xoxo,
awa yang boring.
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Me Being Me

DILEMA: CINTA DAN CITA

Fuh. Dah bersawang gamaknya blog ni. Nasib baik jumpa jalan yang lurus lagi diredhai ke blog ni.

Few weeks back, mom always call and ask me to go back home. Like seriously mak? It is very rare you know that she expresses her 'rindu' towards me. Sobs.

How can I resist that. Even with all my case clerkingS, ward rounds, unfinished and never finish syllabus all those things I put aside just because mom is calling me back. Yes, I managed to go back even just for two days.  6 to 10 hours journey wont affect me yeahhh. ya iya la tu.
This week, mom called me again. To ask me breaking fast together with mak and ayah. But this time, with tears and heavy word NO, I need to say NO. I feel bad. So bad. Like very bad as a daughter I need to say NO to my parents. Im having my exam next week. Im having another exam the next two weeks. This is not the only reason I feel bad for my family.


I am just thinking that this is just the beginning of my life as medical practitioner. To be exact, a doctor. I am just afraid to say NO to my family later in my life. I know there will be a time where you cant even celebrate raya, attend wedding ceremonies or having family gathering with your big family. I just feel bad about it.
Me being me. This is just one of the emo night.

 

missing all my sisters, mak ayah nephew niece

Sleepless night. Genite!

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KKIS UM

Kecelaruan hati!!

Okay tetiba tengah study untuk exam RSA isnin ni, rasa macam nak mencoret sikit pagi pagi buta ni.

Ehemmm.
Uhuk.
Okay sila sekeh kepala saya. Assalamualaikum.

Sekarang ni aku rasa stress sangat. Sebab apa? Macam macam la jugak. Eh ye ke? Bajet bertanding PRK UM je. Yang utamanya tentulah sebab exam kan. Siapa ja yang tak stress sebut pasal exam ni. Bapak banyak nak kena baca. Tapi bila ingat balik status Sarah, study ni kita kena study untuk future, untuk patients eventually things will get easier*bajet apply la sangat but imma trying. Lainlah Ranchoddas Shamaddas Chanchad* sapa kenal angkat tgn, kita geng✋✋. InsyaAllah aku akan try sebaik mungkin even exam ni only contribute 20% to final exam. Alhamdullah OSCE jumaat lepas examiner puji aku banyak banyak. Hahahahaha. Okay serius aku happy teruk but still I need to improve certain part in my physical examination and communication skills.

 Lain pada exam, aku rasa hati aku mengalami masalah lately. Erm ermm erm. Entahlah. If you know what I mean. Dah la benda ni jadi time aku nak exam. Dugaan betul. Tapi aku selalu mintak kat Allah, jagalah hati aku sebaik baiknya, peliharalah dari perkara yang tak sepatutnya. Kadang kadang bila kita 'terjatuh' tu, susah sangat nak move on. Rasa mcm sakit, pedih*over angattttt taw. Tak tahulah jatuh pokok ke, jatuh kerusi ke jatuh cinta ke. Whatsoever. Eceh.

Lepastu kan lepastukan *mak jemah sangat. Tahlah. Yang tu ja kot aku nak mengarut malam ni. Okay boleh sambung study or sambung lena.
Goodluck my batchmates MBBS UM 2013/2018.
Fighting.

0153. Meja study Kk5.

Mess!!!

Hi. Assalamualaikum.

Kadang kadang tak semua benda yang kita harapkan mengikut kehendak kita. Percaturan Allah lebih baik dari segalanya. *yakin dan pujuk hati.

I just need strength.

P/s Btw idk that medical faculty also has dean list awards. Congratsssss to all my friends. Me praying that im goona b in that list too one day. 

Ameen. 

Beginikah rasanya.

Sakit.

Ya. Sakit.

Baru aku mengerti.

Sumpah tak kan ku ulangi.

#merepek apakah aku. Yeay. On my way to medical check up in kg. sekinchan, Selangor.

May Allah ease. Eksaited nak jmpa makcik makcik dan pokcik pokcik^^

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Semoga aku sampai kepadamu.

Acecey. Dengaq tajuk ja tah hapa hapa la aku nak mengarut nih. Tatpi tapi sebenarnya aku nak sangat buat solusi Ramadan tahun ni in written form. Sebabnya hok tahun tahun lepas tu agak agak hengat lam kepala ja. Tak serius langsung. Kan kan kan. Umur dah 20 tahun tapi frankly speaking Ramadan aku taklah sehebat mana.
Makanya jeng jeng jeng. Jom kita sama sama buat .......??

First thing first of coshhhhhh la solat.
1. Solat
- khusyuk seboleh bolehnya. Tolong la setan p jauh jauh*eh eh mana ada setan bulan ni.
- awal waktu
- solat rawatib( sblum subuh, sbelum zohor, after maghrib) *yang lain byk lagi tapi insyaAllah yang ni nak bagi konsisten
-solat tahajud, taubat at least 3x seminggu
-solat terawih meme la.*nak balik trawih kat kampung. Sad

2. Puasa
- puasa penuh cara perempuan
- puasa makan minum, pancaindera, nafsu

3. Al- Quran
- selalunya kan orang nak khatam quran dalam Ramadan ni. Aku pon teringin and target aku at least separuh quran dan ke atas. So every fardu prayer two pages. *terpulang masing masing ikut kemampuan.
-al Mulk tolonglah konsisten nor azuwa oiiii.
- tadabbur ayat.

4. Akhlak sila behave ye.
5. Money*ching ching. Kenala banyak bersedekah. Sebenarnya Allah dah tnjuk banyak kali dah kat aku tentang betapa banyaknya Allah ganda kalau kita tak berkira dan bersedekah kerana Allah . Yang aku ingat pagi Jumaat tu aku belanja kawan aku roti canai malam tu aku dapat macD satu set. Bebelas kali ganda okay. Memang sentap dan bersyukur. Memang kita nampak tu benda kecik tapi entahla aku nampak in my point of view.
Makanya rajin rajinkanlah belanja kawan kita bukak puasa nanti ni tapi bukan untuk dapat balasan. Untuk Allah naaa.
6. Zakat. Ayah cekkkkk tolong bayaq selama ni.*wink wink
7. Kena rajinkan diri untuk belajorrr ye. Nak final dh Nor Azuwa oiiii.

Dah la kot membebel nih.  So sama sma lah kita pakat ada our own targets for this coming Ramadan. Supaya kita boleh improve form year to year. InsyaAllah selagi hayat dikandung badan.
Ma'Assalamah.

azuwasaid
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Assalamualaikum:)
#baru habis paper titas. Weee^^

Inpirasi!

Hai. Assalamualaikum.
Waaaa. Eksaited banget first post ni. Alhamdulillah tiba tiba lepas baca blog someone ni, terus rasa nak buat blog satu jugaklah. Ekceli, meme dari dulu ada niat nak buat pon cuma x dapat hidayah lagi. InsyaAllah apa yang baik buat tauladan apa yang buruk buat sempadan.

Terkadang kita rasa kita baik,
Terkadang kita rasa kita jahat,

Terkadang kita rasa kita dekat dengan Dia,
Terkadang kita rasa jauh sangat dengan Dia,

Terkadang kita rasa kita gembira selalu,
Tapi kita lupa sedih itu juga perlu,

Terkadang kita rasa kita mampu,
Tapi tiba tiba tersentak hati " mampukah aku",

Terkadang kita rasa kita banyak sokongan padu,
Tapi tiba tiba rasa macam hilang begitu,

Terkadang kita rasa kita kuat,
Tapi entah tiba tiba rasa layu,

Allahu.

Countdown ramadan: 20 days
Countdown final: 45 days


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